Betrayal was where I was yesterday,
When I actually cared.
Now, all I feel is relief.
Now, I don’t have to worry about the sin that you and I committed.
The sickening feeling of emptiness
-the vacant bedside left dirty, discarded, desolate
No, you couldn’t allow me to feel that
Instead, you filled me with your hopes week after week
You choked me
Suffocated me until I believed
The only breath allotted was full of belief
Until all I could taste was faith in you and us
“Yes, things will change”
That’s more betrayal than finding you with another woman.